No Quitter, Go Getta - Lil Wayne
Truly one of the most difficult things I have attempted. Yes, I ended up with a 61 on my Chinese test. the most frustrating part is that there is no arguing the grade - its straightforward. I must prove to myself that I can overcome this struggle, and it has become so much more than just getting a decent grade in a class. On the basic level, it is my opportunity to go to China, it is a barrier of going to NC next month, it is a barrier for visiting home on the UNT trip. On a greater level, I have added a new challenge to my success as a being ... meaning this will define my overall ability to overcome challenges, as I have never failed at a challenge that I have commited full time and effort to completing.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Another Day...
September 24, 2009-
Current Song - Help, by E-Train ft Lil Wayne and the Beatles.
Tomorrow I leave for Iowa State, and its probably going to be the most boring trip yet. Right now I have alot of stuff due for school, but I have done it to the point that I will do decent, but I truly feel like my continued work will not help my understanding, but rather just be for a better grade, so why continue? Superficial grades... I understand the purpose, but some people just want to LEARN. This is lost, and has been lost for a while, so when it comes to school - I'm not that excited. Now given, I still work because I am a hypocrite and like seeing myself do well on everything, including worthless grades that mean nothing in the real world. Chinese WPR yesterday, failure. That exam was again one of the most difficult things I have done. This language is torturing me. Also, Micheal Moore is making a movie on how Capitalism has failed, yet he is in the top 1% of wealth because of capitalism. NOTHING MAKES ME MORE ANGRY THAN HYPOCRITES. Well, I should go and ensure my plebes are doing the right thing, and maybe go sign up for eye surgery.
-Another Day Another Dollar...
Current Song - Help, by E-Train ft Lil Wayne and the Beatles.
Tomorrow I leave for Iowa State, and its probably going to be the most boring trip yet. Right now I have alot of stuff due for school, but I have done it to the point that I will do decent, but I truly feel like my continued work will not help my understanding, but rather just be for a better grade, so why continue? Superficial grades... I understand the purpose, but some people just want to LEARN. This is lost, and has been lost for a while, so when it comes to school - I'm not that excited. Now given, I still work because I am a hypocrite and like seeing myself do well on everything, including worthless grades that mean nothing in the real world. Chinese WPR yesterday, failure. That exam was again one of the most difficult things I have done. This language is torturing me. Also, Micheal Moore is making a movie on how Capitalism has failed, yet he is in the top 1% of wealth because of capitalism. NOTHING MAKES ME MORE ANGRY THAN HYPOCRITES. Well, I should go and ensure my plebes are doing the right thing, and maybe go sign up for eye surgery.
-Another Day Another Dollar...
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